A Conversation with Lisa Cron

Everything I know about Story I learned from Lisa Cron. Well, not entirely, but sometimes it feels that way! Lisa is the author of two groundbreaking books, Wired for Story and Story Genius, which are devoted to her passion to educate us about what Story is, and also, how to harness its power—both on the page and in life. It turns out that most of her teachings are based in brain science.

Her latest book, Story or Die, extends her knowledge beyond the world of writing and applies it to the public and political sphere. She shows us how we can strategically use our deep understanding of story to persuade and change minds, around the issues that matter most to us.

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Lisa Cron is a story coach, speaker, and the author of Wired for Story and Story Genius. She has previously worked as a literary agent, a television producer, and a story consultant for Warner Brothers and The William Morris Agency, among others, and currently advises writers, nonprofits, educators, and journalists on the art and craft of story. Cron has also served on the faculty of the School of Visual Arts MFA program in visual narrative, and since 2006 has taught in the UCLA Extension Writers’ Program.

In her new book, Story or Die, Lisa decodes the power of story, first by examining how the brain processes information, translates it into narrative, and then guards it as if your life depends on it. Armed with that insight, she focuses on how to find your real target audience and then pinpoint their hidden resistance. Finally, she takes you, step-by-step, through her method for creating your own story, one that allows your audience to overcome their resistance and take up your call to action, not because you told them to, but because they want to.

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KARIN GUTMAN: How did this book emerge after your first two books? It feels like you're entering new territory. Did it come from your political frustrations?

LISA CRON: Yes, it did come from the political. I had written a proposal for this book at the exact same time I wrote the proposal for Story Genius, which was 2014, and my publisher wanted both of them. And I thought, “You know, let's just do Story Genius and then we'll see.” And then I decided, I really don't want to do Story or Die, because I was looking at the world of advertising and the last thing I would ever want to do is help advertisers, because it's like now we're going to help you go sell something that people don't want. I mean, the whole world of advertising has always turned my stomach.

It's funny, in the TED Talk conference I did, the last person talking was Jonathan Gottschall who wrote The Storytelling Animal. He's one of the nicest people on the planet, and I asked him at that time, “Have you done any consulting with businesses?” And he said, “Oh my god, yes. I did it once. And I will never do it again.” He said, “I did it for Pepsi and I realized, the last thing I wanted was to help them sell,” and these were his words, “diabetes juice.”

He's just like, “I don't want to be part of that.” That so stuck with me. Politicians and advertisers and televangelists, they understand story way better than writers and way better than the rest of us. Stories are affecting us every minute of every day whether we know it or not. And we don't. We tend to think of story as soft science or not science at all, and it's just wrong. That's the myth. The truth is story is literally how we make sense of absolutely, positively everything.

KARIN: So obviously you changed your mind and decided to publish?

LISA: It felt like, it’s important to get the information out there in whatever small way that I could by writing this book. Because my other goal—besides bringing the world back from alternative facts and demagogues like Donald Trump and QAnon—was to reframe how we see emotion. Because again, we get it completely wrong—150% wrong—in terms of what we think emotion is, and what we've been taught emotion is. We're all afraid of emotion. Even our fear of emotion is gendered, in that men are terrified of emotion and women are terrified of what the patriarchy will do to them if they express emotion. We tend to think of emotion as that big, nebulous, ephemeral cloud that’s going to try to get in our way and make us do something wrong. That is not what emotion is. Emotion is literally the way that our brains are wired, our body's wired, our nervous system is wired to telegraph meaning.

Emotion tells us what the facts mean to us, and that's why every decision we ever make is made by our emotion. Emotion is just telegraphed meaning. Again, we don't make decisions based on our rational analysis of something, we make decisions based on how the analysis makes us feel, because the feeling is telling us what that analysis means to us. And the meaning that we read into things comes from one place and one place only, and that is what our past experience has taught us those things mean. It's all biology.

KARIN: But some people perceive themselves as rational, relying on logic to make decisions, and accuse others of being highly emotional.

LISA: Well, define emotional. What does that even mean? A strong feeling? Emotional sounds like it means a bad nebulous thing that's over the top and has nothing to do with logic or rationality—two things that are opposites. Biologically, that isn't true. It's a great model, because it makes us feel safe secure, but it just isn't true. That's why I love brain science so much, if you dive into the biology of how and why we feel emotion and what emotion does.

KARIN: So, both of these people—the “rational” one and the “emotional” one—are more similar than they are different?

LISA: Oh, 100%. The example that I always give is the guy Elliot whom neuroscientist Antonio Damasio was evaluating, because he'd had part of his pre-frontal cortex removed when they took out benign brain cancer. At that point, his life completely fell apart. He lost his job, he lost his family, he lost his money to con men. What Damasio discovered was that he'd lost the ability to feel and process emotion, and so he could enumerate every possibility of any question or problem asked of him. He couldn't pick one, because emotion is what allows you to pick. Emotion telegraphs meaning. And Elliot was someone who would've never said he made decisions based on emotion, ever.

KARIN: That’s fascinating.

LISA: Obviously, he's male. He was brought up in that male notion of, “Be careful of emotion, don't feel it, because emotion is weakness.” Western society equates emotion with weakness. And when we think about the word emotional, we know which societally defined gender it's applied to, because men are afraid of women. I think men are afraid of women, because women are way more powerful than men. The irony is that because women are allowed the full gamut of emotion, it makes women so much smarter than men, because what any evolutionary biologist, evolutionary psychologist or neuroscientist will tell you is that the smartest among us aren't people who are good factually, who can rationally go in and figure and analyze and do it just with data. The smartest among us are people who are emotionally intelligent, who can read other people. That's what genuine intelligence is.

Obviously, women have way more of that than men, not because men couldn't have it. It's not like there's some biological reason why women have it more than men, it's just that in our societal construct, women are allowed to feel every feeling, and men are allowed to feel about four. Like anger and pride. It's just the conditioning, which is what gender is.

KARIN: I can really feel your underlying frustration that fuels this book.

LISA: I realized that what I really wanted to do is smash the patriarchy. I wrote Story or Die to do that, because the way that we get people to change their minds or open up is through story, meaning narrative. We tend to think of story as a novel or a movie or once upon a time, and I don't mean that at all.

We make sense of things through narrative, and the only way to change anybody is to change their narrative, and the only way to do that is for them to change it, not us. Not with facts but by creating a story, by creating something that speaks narrative to narrative. People don't listen until they feel heard and it doesn't mean you just hear what they're saying to you, but you go deeper and you understand why they believe what they believe and then you can feel what they feel. You can feel that same feeling that they feel given what they believe. Once you've got that, you can create a story that can change how they see things, provided it's not such a core belief that nothing could possibly touch it.

KARIN: Who are you hoping to reach?

I'd like to reach everyone. It's literally how to change someone's mind, anybody's mind about anything, and I think the really good thing about it is that it helps instill empathy. Because when we really understand why someone's doing something, even if what we think that they're doing is horrible, to some degree it gives us empathy, because we get the why behind it.



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A Conversation with April Eberhardt

The landscape of publishing can be challenging to navigate, especially as it continues to evolve and change as new outlets have emerged, such as self publishing and an even newer model called hybrid publishing. What does it take to land a traditional publishing deal? And how viable are these alternative options?

I had a chance to have a very open and candid conversation with April Eberhardt, a literary agent who also refers to herself as an “author advocate” to answer these very questions. April and I met at the San Miguel de Allende Writers' Conference in Mexico last year when I plopped myself down next to her at the opening faculty brunch. We hit it off immediately. She is a kindred spirit and a special human, and I'm excited to share her insights with you!


April Eberhardt is a self-described "literary change agent" and author advocate passionate about helping authors be published in the most satisfying way. After 25 years as a corporate strategist and management consultant, April joined the literary world, where she saw strategic opportunity to play a role in the changing world of publishing.

She advises and assists authors as they choose the best pathway to publication, and serves as a consultant to publishing startups serving indie authors. She represents a diverse group of clients in the U.S. and abroad, and speaks at conferences worldwide.

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April serves on the Advisory Council for The American Library in Paris and is a reader for The Best American Short Stories series published annually by Houghton Mifflin Harcourt. April divides her time between San Francisco, New York and Paris.

 
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KARIN GUTMAN: What kind of literary projects do you represent as a publishing agent?

APRIL EBERHARDT: I continue to be most interested in stories by, for and about women. Mostly fiction, although I have represented some nonfiction as well, but I feel like women's voices are often not heard, and we as women are the ones who love to tell our stories, to share stories, to learn from stories, so that has really been my niche: to work with and for women, mostly fiction authors, and mostly debut. Frequently, my authors are women who have or have had full professional careers as doctors, lawyers, business executives, entrepreneurs, and they've always had a book in them. Often, it's just one book. Sometimes, it's more, but sometimes it's just one book.

It’s pushing water uphill. It's the hardest market to be in, because fiction is far harder to sell than nonfiction. Debut authors are almost impossible to sell to traditional publishers. But I really feel like that's the niche that I want to serve, so that's what I do.

KARIN: In which category would you place memoir?

APRIL: That's a hybrid category. It is sold as nonfiction, but in fact, in order to place a memoir, it has to be fully written. With a nonfiction book, you can write a proposal. You can say, “This is what I'm going to write about, this is why I'm qualified,” and then include a couple of sample chapters; whereas with a memoir, editors want to see the entire story to get a sense of whether it reads like fiction, like a story.

KARIN: Memoir falls under the umbrella of literature.

APRIL: Yes, that's right. Exactly.

KARIN: Does memoir as a genre appeal to you?

APRIL: Personally, I find it very interesting, particularly when someone has written a memoir that moves beyond the personal into the more philosophical. In other words, to me, there needs to be a bigger message from a memoir than “This is my story and I'm going to tell it.” That's completely legitimate, but for a book that's going to be published and find a wider readership, it seems to me a memoir needs to be more universal so that it will appeal to a variety of readers and not only entertain or amuse them but also leave them with some sense of knowing a little bit more about the world, in a broader sense.

Unless you're a celebrity, it's so difficult to sell memoirs. I will pick on Sharon Stone. I haven't read her memoir but her memoir sold to a publisher just like that, and they put all the publicity money into it. For an unknown person, it just doesn't happen that way unless it's really unusual. In recent years, I see much more emphasis on trauma memoirs, or what we call in the industry “misery memoirs,” which sounds cruel and I don't mean it to sound cruel, but if there's a helping of misery in there and some awful trauma which makes everybody gasp, those are the things that are more commercially successful, and I don't find those necessarily the stories that I want to be reading. I'd rather read a quiet story about someone discovering her birth father at age 47 and discovering family secrets.

KARIN: How do you suggest writers, then, think about the landscape of publishing?

APRIL: This is my advice, particularly for authors of memoir: think carefully about the audience with whom you want to share it, and that frequently is a fairly close-knit circle. I always say, “Take the small circle approach.” Think of a small circle of people you would like to share this with.

Wouldn't it be nice if the whole world were interested in it? In many ways, thinking about a book being read by millions of people legitimizes it. It says, “Yes, your story matters, and your story is worthwhile in some sense,” but the truth is that it rarely happens that a first-time author, especially a memoir author, is able to achieve that kind of audience, so I'd say don't measure your success by that. Measure your success by completing your memoir, by selecting a group with whom you're going to share it, and then not turning yourself into a pretzel to get it published. The traditional route, of course, is to find an agent… the agent will find a traditional publisher… that publisher will do all sorts of PR for you and you'll have a national tour where you sign books in 10 zillion venues. Again, that rarely happens, so I encourage authors to think about getting their story out to people to whom it will matter and whose opinions they value.

KARIN: What does “a small circle” mean to you?

APRIL: Well, I tend to work a lot with authors who are self-published or they decide to work with a hybrid publisher, which can be very costly and doesn't always end up where they want it to be. But self-publishing is really an attractive, manageable way to produce a beautiful book. I wish I had brought some examples, but many authors I've worked with have self-published and they invest in a beautiful cover. They get their cover professionally designed. They work with professional editors so it's edited well. Then, they print a short stack. They may print 10, 20, 100 books. They're not investing a whole lot of money in producing some big sell-it-to-the-world type of book, but there's a real satisfaction. It becomes a gift book.

I really think that is a wonderful solution for so many authors as opposed to trying to hit the big time and then three, four, five years later, coming back to me and saying either, “I didn't find an agent,” “I found an agent and she couldn't find a publisher,” or “She did find a publisher, and then the publisher couldn't publish it for two or three years, then it fizzled.” That, to me, is so disappointing. It's a terrible ending for books that have so much potential and hope for the author.

KARIN: When you say you work with a lot of authors who self-publish, is that the goal when they come to you?

APRIL: Not always. The goal is to decide whether the story is worthy of being published, whatever that means. Again, that's very subjective, but I will read it for them and say, “Yes, I think this is a worthy story.” I'll make suggestions to them about changes they might want to make to it. You want to take a look at the whole thing and shape it based on our experience as readers, coaches and so forth.

Then, we will do a Plan A and a Plan B. Often, the Plan A is “Will you be my agent, take me on as your author and try to sell it?” I do that, but I tend to put a fairly short timeline on that. I'll say, “Yeah, we'll give it six months to a year. If we don't find a publisher for you in that period of time, then we need to have a Plan B.” That is either going to be hybrid publishing or self-publishing, but the point is nobody is getting any younger, last I checked, and particularly for a lot of my authors who have a few years under their belt. I don't want them to be 95 and still waiting to be published.

The point is, if you don't have to wait that long, why not get your book out now and begin to enjoy the fruits of your labor, have discussions around it and feel a sense of satisfaction instead of waiting for some arbitrary judge out there to judge your book worthy or not worthy by virtue of being traditionally published? I think we give far too much power to the traditional publishing industry when, in fact, it's not guided by quality necessarily. It's guided more by celebrity and what can they sell the fastest for the biggest amount of money.

KARIN: Where does that leave you in terms of your investment?

APRIL: I call it my literary philanthropy. Increasingly now, after six months to a year, if we haven't been able to get a publisher, I propose a consulting arrangement where I support them in areas where they need help, and we come to an agreement on some reasonable fee for the author and for me to work together and I’ll do some things and she’ll do others.

It wouldn't be everything. For example, if they need professional editing, I introduce them to a professional editor and they pay that editor. Same with a cover designer. I know what I like, but I don't have a skill in designing those covers, so I put them in touch with a professional designer. Then, if I walk them through the process of getting published, we'll agree on some sort of hourly fee or project fee. I'm not in this to be a millionaire, frankly. I knew it going in and I know it now. It's nice for all of us to be compensated for our work, so we have that candid conversation up front so that there are no misunderstandings later on down the road. If they eventually say, “I want to do it myself,” I'll say, “Fine, good luck,” and I'll let them do that. I'm happy to work in whatever way makes sense to get the best book out there.

KARIN: What is the best way to approach a publishing agent?

APRIL: Well, we as agents are inundated with manuscripts. Not a day goes by that I don't get a whole bunch of unsolicited manuscripts. I think many authors blast a query out to a whole bunch of agents just to see what will stick to the wall.

If it's a well-written query in an area I'm interested in—by, for or about women—a query that's well-structured, well-punctuated, they spelled my name right... there are certain basics that often don't happen… then I'll ask for the manuscript. I usually know in the first couple of pages whether it's something that I am going to be interested in. It has to get off to a pretty fast start and if it does, then I'll read the rest and comment on it, but I can really only represent 10 to 12 actively at any given time because there are many activities that go into representing an author. I like to work independently. I'm a one-person shop, so I can only handle so many.

It's hard to really qualify or quantify what that means, but it's the old “I know it when I see it.” If it's something that seems good but doesn't work for me, I will very frequently refer it to another agent. We all know each other and we all tend to refer things back and forth.

KARIN: How do people find you?

APRIL: There's something called AgentQuery.com. Mostly, it's through conferences, though. In a typical year, I'll do 10 to 12 conferences. The last year it’s been Zoom, but normally after a conference I will get a whole slew of queries from people who've heard me speak about publishing options. I'm developing a presentation right now on post-pandemic publishing. What does the world look like and what implications does that have for authors? I think once I start presenting that, that will again engender a whole bunch of queries.

Frequently, it's referrals. I always tell the authors I represent, “If you know of somebody and you'd like to refer her, I'd welcome it.” I'll always take a look at those. Or, they'll look on Publishers Marketplace and see that I've sold this kind of work to this publisher. There are lots of ways that people find me.

KARIN: What does publishing look like in a post-pandemic world?

APRIL: I think that the trends have been there for a long while. Certainly, you're on your own as an author. The fact that we've all been locked away at home now has made that more apparent. I think social media has been and is currently flooded with “buy my book,” “read my book,” so it's devolved in many cases to a shouting match. Who can shout louder, who can shout more frequently, who can get well-known authors to review or blurb a book.

I find that social media is probably not the most effective way to sell your book. What's the sales rate depending on how many clicks you get? I would say it's probably not a whole lot, so I'm encouraging authors to think about different ways to promote their work. Now that we can reconnect in person and that we have this robust Zoom network, how can you work that to greatest advantage for yourself?

Again, it's that small circle that I mentioned earlier. Rather than frustrate yourself trying to beat your drum so loudly that the entire world can hear it, why not choose a vetted group of people that you'd like to reach and figure out a smart way to reach them? Most of it is grassroots, organic, that I say to you, “Karin, I read a really good book. I'm going to send you a copy of it.” Then, you tell others. So much is word of mouth right now, particularly among women, because so many of us are members of book clubs and discuss books all the time. I think word of mouth is really, really powerful.

We have so much noise going on that shouting no longer is the effective way to do it. Keep small. Try to stay small. Who knows? Some authors will become really famous as a result of that, but if you're focused on a manageable goal and audience, it makes life so much more satisfying, at least for the authors I've worked with.

KARIN: How important is it for an author to have a platform?

APRIL: Well, for nonfiction, if writers want to be traditionally published, they have to have a platform. They have to be the expert in their topic, in some way, shape or form, and have the social media following to support that. That is the way that traditional publishers separate the buys from the not buys. A platform is critical for any kind of nonfiction work published by an author who is not well-known.

For fiction, platform is typically not so important, but I do find that if people have a fairly broad following and can demonstrate that, it is what traditional publishers want to see. They want to know that you can reach a lot of people and basically do all the heavy lifting on the marketing, because they will typically not provide any or very little PR and marketing to a new author. It's all on you.

In that case, social media's probably a good tool, but again, I've just become disillusioned in watching authors try so hard to make a name for themselves on social media and just be increasingly frustrated or really hurt by the snarky, damaging feedback that comes back by people who don't know them. Behind the veil, people can say anything they want. I guess I'm trying to protect my authors' feelings because it's such a personal thing to put your book out there and we are in a really mean-spirited world now. Why expose yourself to that if you can get some readers in a different way?

Again, I'm now in this niche where I am working with authors on a very specific goal to get their books published and out to people to whom they will matter. That is a very different approach, but I'm looking at the satisfaction of a job well done and readers who have read your book and get it. That is really at odds with, I think, what the traditional publishing world and most agents are looking at. I'm the odd duck out here, but I’m happy swimming in this pond, and helping authors in a specific way that brings them satisfaction.

KARIN: You've really aligned your work with your values.

APRIL: That's right, and my values are not everyone's. If somebody really wants to be a big-name author with a great big publisher, a big budget and so forth, I'm probably not the person to do that. I hate to say this- I don't think any of my authors will ever become really big names, and that's fine with me. It's because I appreciate the value of what they're bringing, and in many cases, the quiet nature of their book, which again, is at odds with what the industry is looking for. The industry wants splash, crash, flash, cash. They want big-concept books. Those don't appeal to me, and I know there are millions of other women readers to whom these quieter books will appeal. I'm really trying to very quietly but steadily build a market for those.

KARIN: Do you find the publishing landscape depressing?

APRIL: It's discouraging. I would say, Karin, I'm in the business of managing expectations now with authors. I tend to vet authors based on shared values and goals. We decide up front that we are going to have a Plan B before I even start working with them so that we know that this wonderful book will get out in the world, albeit possibly not in the way that they might've initially thought about it, which means not traditional. But it will find its readers.

KARIN: If an author does manage to get set up with a traditional publisher, what does that look like?

APRIL: It usually isn't pretty. It takes too long for the book to get published. The author doesn't like the cover and the answer often is, “Well, too bad, this is the cover we, your publisher, are choosing.” Then, of course, they're crushed when they get little to no publicity two years down the road when their book is finally published and it's suddenly moved to backlist six weeks after pub date. It's been on the website for a little bit, and then, all of a sudden, the publisher moves on to the next book. That's the way it is. It's a numbers game, and if your book doesn't prove itself in the first few weeks, it's not going to get any more push from the publisher.

That has been a huge disappointment to authors and I've seen it happen again and again. Then, many times, they will go on and say, “I don't want to publish traditionally again,” “I'm going to self-publish, publish through a small press or a hybrid publisher,” do something different so that they can avoid going down that disappointing track again. And I support that.

KARIN: Are small presses a legitimate option?

APRIL: They are, but again, no one does any marketing or promotion anymore. That's the issue. Again, I'm trying to manage expectations and say to authors, “You need to want to do this and be able to do that,” which means saving up enough money to hire a publicist and maybe a social media expert. Unless you want to do it all, you need to hire somebody. It's like building a house. If I don't have the skills or the bandwidth, I have to hire people to build my house. It's the same with your book career: you have to hire people to do it.

I feel kind of like a Debbie Downer, but I would rather have them know that up front than be crushed when they get into this process and realize that it's not going to go the way they had hoped. That's not the reality, that's the dream. We all wanted to be a princess when we grew up but, (a) most of us will never be princesses, and (b) look at poor Meghan Markle. Wasn't what she had counted on. It's a princess dream that we all stay in our pink costumes and life is perfect,, but it doesn't always turn out to be the way we thought it would.

KARIN: It sure doesn’t. That’s a funny analogy.

What is the benefit, then, of working with a hybrid publisher? That might be a new concept for some people.

APRIL: Well, a hybrid publisher in essence is a publishing partner who will choose your book. They don't accept every book. They choose books that match their criteria, their values, their niche, whatever. They say, “Yes, we will publish you, and the way it's going to work is we will split the publishing costs, sometimes 50-50, sometimes in a different proportion, and then we will also split the profits.” You will pay let's say $10,000 up front, the publisher will pay $10,000 to publish it, and then you will start splitting the profits once it starts selling. Instead of making the 8-10% margin you would make on a traditional book, you are making 50%, more or less, on each book.

You make your money back more quickly, but again each hybrid is different, so it makes it very hard to compare. When I talk with authors about choosing a hybrid approach, we go through very carefully which hybrids would make sense for them, what their models are, what the pros are, what the drawbacks are, and I always suggest to them they talk to other authors who have been published by these hybrids so that they understand what the overall experience has been. I think it's very important to understand what current customers think.

KARIN: What kind of financial investment is it?

APRIL: The starting point realistically is $5,000 to $10,000, and many authors are now telling me it's more like $20,000 to $25,000 to $30,000, once they add in the editorial, the cover design, the publicity, the social media, the printing, and all that. Once you pull all the factors together, it can be $20,000 easily. I know that's a big chunk, but I always say to people, “Well, none of us has taken a vacation for the last year. Maybe we can put off buying a car another year. This is an investment in you. What could be more important?”

Each author has to decide her own budget, but I say save up money and think about how much this book means to you. I would rather have them invest in a book that is exactly what they wanted and gets read by people whose opinions they respect than putting it into the hands of somebody else and watching it go off the rails and not get to where they want it to be. It's an investment in a dream, really.

KARIN: Is the financial investment the same for self-publishing and hybrid?

APRIL: Hybrid can sometimes be more expensive because they have additional fees. If they print a number of books, put them in the warehouse for you and you don't sell those within a year, you start getting charged warehouse fees.

If your books are returned, which is part of the industry structure, then you get charged, sometimes, more for the returned book than you made when it got shipped out because they've got a restocking fee. In other words, there are a lot of other fees in there that authors often aren't aware of that really can add up over time.

KARIN: What are some of the hybrid publishers you recommend?

APRIL: One highly reputable one is Wonderwell. Mostly non-fiction, some memoir. Another is Girl Friday Books, which is just introducing its hybrid publishing model now. Two authors I’ve worked with are publishing with them, and so far so good.

I think it's important for authors to look clearly at each hybrid press and understand what the benefits are as well as what the potential drawbacks are. That's true of any publishing method, including traditional, and self-publishing.

KARIN: Why would someone choose hybrid over self-publishing?

APRIL: It's truly partner publishing. They will, for a price, design your cover, do the editing, distribute, print, et cetera. Instead of authors having to do it all themselves, which is what self-publishing is all about, a hybrid will bring to bear all of their resources to provide the services that an author either doesn't know how to do or doesn't have the bandwidth to do, and the hybrid publisher is paid for that.

There are really huge variations in these models, so I like to help authors sort through them, understand what their options are, what they stand to gain and what they have to be wary of.

KARIN: You're such a unique resource and professional. Do you know anyone else that does what you do?

APRIL: No, I don't know of any other agents who do this because it's a fool's game in terms of profit. You really don't make money off this, but to me, it's a critical service. Again, it's my literary philanthropy. I've made it my business to understand because I'm in the market all day every day with traditional publishers, with acquiring editors, with authors, with hybrid publishers, with self-publishing authors, and I see it all. It's a real advantage to having authors operating in all those areas. You begin to form an opinion of what works, what doesn't and what to beware of, so I can advise others as they go into it with their eyes as wide open as they can be.

I feel like we all have a way of being of service to others, and this is my way. Yes, wouldn't it be nice if, at some point, I made an income that allowed me to do something big with it, but the fact is I really enjoy this. I love working with authors.



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A Conversation with Chanel Brenner

It's no surprise that the topic of grief is being written about a lot these days, even as we start to emerge from our year of hibernation. I feel fortunate to have so many seasoned writers around me, with varied perspectives and experience, who are tackling this subject and helping me (us) to make sense of it, to understand this terrain more fully and deeply.

One of these voices is a long-time, treasured member of the Unlocking Your Story workshops. In fact, Chanel Brenner used to host the Santa Monica group at her home before we went online. Her new collection of poetry, Smile, Or Else, is the winner of the 2021 Press 53 Award for Poetry and follows her ongoing grief journey after the death of her son, Riley.

Chanel is fearless on the page, something that I admire. In turn, she gives other people permission in our workshops to be bold and brave, too. Her writing awakens me to parts of myself that I didn't know existed, until her crisp language and piercing insights somehow find their way in.

Below is my interview with Chanel, where she shares how alternative forms of meditation help her to channel her ideas and poems.


Chanel Brenner's poetry has been widely published. She is the author of Vanilla Milk: A Memoir Told in Poems (Silver Birch Press, 2014), which was a finalist for the 2016 Independent Book Awards and honorable mention in the 2014 Eric Hoffer awards. Through poems and vignettes, her debut commemorates her son’s death. Kirkus called it, “A noteworthy exploration of a parent’s grief.”

Her new collection of poetry, Smile, Or Else, is the winner of the 2021 Press 53 Award for Poetry, and traces her and her family's ongoing journey toward healing.


“Clear and cutting as glass, Chanel Brenner’s poems will challenge everything you think you know about grief.”

—Alexis Rhone Fancher, author of State of Grace: The Joshua Elegies


”Chanel Brenner’s poetry stirs, provokes, elevates with its precision and insight. These poems are expertly crafted and beat with a true poet’s heart.”

—Emily Rapp Black, New York Times best-selling author of The Still Point of a Turning World

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KARIN GUTMAN: Congratulations on your new poetry collection! I just got my copy and love the cover image. Are you happy with it?

CHANEL BRENNER: Yeah. I'm thrilled with it.

KARIN: What does this image mean to you, a candle that's extinguished?

CHANEL: I don't necessarily see it as extinguished. I still see the ember there. And, so for me, it's about light and dark and having hope in the darkness. That there's still a spark there. That there's still a little bit of light.

KARIN: I recognized a few of the poems as I was reading.

CHANEL: Some of them have come from your class, or in pieces that I've read in class when I was mixing the poetry with the essays. I know Dead Child World came from one of your prompts.

KARIN: Dead Child World is one of my favorites.

CHANEL: That was my first draft. My first draft was written in my journal in your class.

KARIN: Amazing.

So, both of your poetry collections, Smile, Or Else and Vanilla Milk explore grief after your son Riley died, correct?

CHANEL: Yeah. The main difference is all the poems in Vanilla Milk were written in the first two years after he died. This new collection is everything after year two, for the most part. It's more of the later grief.

KARIN: How has your perspective shifted over time? Do you see it reflected in the second book of poems

CHANEL: I think this new collection is mostly about falling back into that early grief. How it's never really gone. Even though the time has passed, and yes, I'm healing, that really early grief is always there just below the surface. It's about how it gets tapped into.

KARIN: Do you think of poetry as telling a story?

CHANEL: The poems in a collection tell a story, I think. I don't know if there's a story arc like there is in a memoir, but I think that you can tell the story that way. Also, each individual poem has a beginning, middle and end and tells a story of a moment.

KARIN: How do you start a poem? What triggers ideas for you?

CHANEL: Poems have come from something that somebody said to me. Sometimes it's hurtful things after Riley died, that I felt caused me pain. Or something I would see. In our workshop, I was working on a poem about the woman whose daughter drowned. There was something about the interview on The Today Show that haunted me, and I was so obsessed with it. Sometimes it’s news stories, sometimes things that people say to me, sometimes something I'm dealing with like [my son] Desmond, or something that stuns me and really sticks with me, and I just keep going back to it.

In the beginning, I was just writing things that would come to mind in a journal. Sometimes I didn't even feel like I knew how to write a poem.

KARIN: Are there certain tried-and-true principles of poetry?

CHANEL: I always want to be surprised when I write a poem, and I don't want the ending to be forced. I don't want to know the ending ahead of time. I want to feel like it's a journey and when I get to that point where something truly surprises me and I'm just like, “Wow. Where did that come from?” That's when I usually end.

For me to write a poem, it has to be something I want to know more about or work through. So, I follow that curiosity.

Sometimes I will abandon poems if I am forcing an ending. Sometimes I can just cut the bottom of the poem and end it at an earlier point. But to force an ending feels very crafted or just not authentic.

KARIN: How do you take care of yourself when you're writing about painful topics?

CHANEL: I think I've told you before that I feel the writing saved me. It was a lifeline. However, there were some parts that took me a long time to be able to write about, like the night of Riley’s brain bleed, and it wrecks me when I do. I do need to have some self-care afterwards.

KARIN: What is your version of self-care?

CHANEL: Walking away from it and picking it back up when I'm ready; not forcing myself to continue to work on it. Then just doing something fun, like we used to go to Benihana's a lot, drinking some champagne, doing things that make me happy, that kind of stuff. Definitely walking, exercise, and now I even meditate. I started meditating over this stupid break.

KARIN: Why do you roll your eyes when you say that?

CHANEL: Because I never in a million years thought I would be the type of person to meditate, other than the meditating I do when I'm out on a walk. Claire Bidwell Smith has this little grief meditation course. What drew me in was each meditation is six minutes long. Right away, I thought, “My gosh, this really helps me.”

I also started taking a class with my sister with a medium. Her name is Medium Fleur. She has a bunch of very cool meditations, these grounding and centering meditations. They really work. I wanted to figure out how I channel because there have been poems—even Dead Child World to some extent—where I feel something else takes over. I don't feel like I wrote the poem. I feel like I'm pulling from whatever you want to call it—the collective, the universe, whatever term you want to use. I wanted to figure out what I'm doing when I do that. And so I've learned, when I'm on a walk for example, why poems come to me. She was talking about how when you're in a trans-state, when you're doing something repetitive, then you're more open. I've found that very interesting. Kind of out there.

KARIN: That liminal space.

CHANEL: Even when I sit and put on makeup. I get a lot of poetry ideas and ideas that come to me while I put on makeup. So, it's an important part of my day. Not just sitting at your computer or sitting with the pen and paper trying to write. It doesn't come to me that way, at least not usually for a first draft.

I think meditations help you be in your body. You can't channel if you're not in your body. I'm hoping when I go back to writing in the workshop, that I'll be able to shift into that more easily. Get out of my head into my body more.

KARIN: You say that writing saved you. But how can that be when the material, I imagine, can bring up so much pain?

CHANEL: I felt I could go one way or the other. One was very destructive: screaming, pulling my hair out, breaking things, throwing bottles. Many destructive things went through my mind. Or I could listen to the voice that said, sit down and write. I chose the latter and it prevented me from doing other destructive things. I listened to my intuition and learned how to write poetry. For me, it was a new talent, a new thing to work on. So, I think each poem and each thing I wrote created hope.

KARIN: Is hope something that you discovered through the writing process?

CHANEL: Yes, just by writing about Riley, I'm giving life to him. I always feel like the editing process is even more healing than the writing the original draft, because here I am polishing it off and making it into something that is beautiful. And I think there's always some light in the poems, even the darker ones.

In the editing process, too, there's the reframing of it. I try to look at it from an outsider’s perspective, from an unemotional point of view. That's when I'll sometimes make changes. I like that I have the power to change whatever I want about it. It's not big things, not the emotional truth, but a little this or that. To make it flow better, for the sounds of the words, for the image.

That always feels cool to be able to go in there and think, “This can be whatever I want it to be.”


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